Now that that’s off my chest…..
I am currently feeling like there is nowhere near enough time in the day. Any day. Everyday. My mind is reeling with thoughts – necessary and unnecessary. I am trying my best to just be and to let it go…. but I just can’t seem to manage for more than a minute or two. (A movie or similar distraction helps me to just be for a longer stint…. but eventually that feeling creeps back in).
Along with this I am also feeling COMPLETELY unmotivated and lacking in any form of discipline needed to achieve one’s goals. And goals I have a plenty! So, what to do? I have no idea other than to simply keep trying to just be, go with the flow and let it go. Hopefully sooner rather than later my motivation and discipline with be back in abundant form ready to whip me into line. Perhaps bringing with them a feeling of timelessness and that there is no need to rush. And to remind myself that this too shall pass and there IS time enough to do what one wants. Maybe just not everything at once and everything right now!
So I am going to remind myself of everything I am grateful for. To enjoy my life. To stay calm and carry on with a smile on my face and a spring (big or small) in my step. If the side of the street your walking on is a bit dark and gloomy, cross the road and get some sunshine on your face.
Action speaks louder
Intention isn’t enough
or so I’m told
Though it is the beginning of most
The difference between
and actually doing
two feet bogged down
I need a winch
to tow me
Dizzy my life
I want to wrap you up
to engulf you
leaving you gasping for air
I want to disrupt this sediment
we find ourselves in
dizzy our lives
like a snow globe in a child’s hands
I want to tousle you
leaving you disheveled and spent
though yearning for more
I want to shake this foundation
and watch all that is tedious
but ourselves in each other’s arms